Believing My Heart Was Strong Enough, But Now I'm Wondering

I didn't want to hurt you. It was not my intent to lie to you or use you in any way.

I really wish that I could take the last few months and wipe the slate clean. I was so confused, and I still am. I hate this so much!

I'm sorry you're hurting. I'm even more sorry that I caused it. Please forgive me...