Saturday, December 8

Never Say Never

I think I might need some help. The kind you make a appointments for and sometimes take medication for.
I realized that I don't sing in the shower anymore. I used to sing jazz... I don't make an effort to go do things with my friends anymore... I'd rather just sit around. If I don't feel like dealing with a person (which happens quite often these days) I just... don't pick up the phone. I never used to do that... I find myself getting physically sick when something upsets me.. little things.. Well.. big things to , but the little things never used to get to me.

I feel like I'm not the person I used to be anymore. And yeah I know people change, but not like this... this is so.. drastic.

I think I'm officially depressed and I'm actually considering asking for help... something I never ever ever do.