Tuesday, September 2

Every Word

Every single time you said it, I believed you. And I believe that you still mean it. I hope that won't change. I really do.
I hope that you believe the words from that song. Remember that we're not the ones who wrote them and every bit of it is true.

For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you," declares the LORD, "and will bring you back from captivity. I will gather you from all the nations and places where I have banished you," declares the LORD, "and will bring you back to the place from which I carried you into exile."

I'm not going to be angry with you or sad. You did the right thing.
I remember you saying that you respected her for doing the right thing because you never could. You underestimate yourself alot. Yes, you, with the ego - you underestimate yourself alot... You are capable of such amazing things. Don't let anybody tell you otherwise - especially not yourself.

You remember that key to the future I gave you awhile back? Don't hesitate to use it. Ever. I don't care what I'm doing or supposed to be doing or what day it is or what time it is -- if you need a friend or you just want to talk about anything, you had better freaking call me. Or at least text me -- even if you can't really see the screen.

Promise me you won't shut me out. Promise me that you'll let me know how things really are and not just the version you tell people. Promise me it's going to be ok.
Promise me and I'll believe every word.