Saturday, January 24

I'd Like to Buy A Vowel

This is so retarded! Are we seriously talking to each other via blog posts?!

For all future reference this is where I stand.
-I want to be your friend
-I've been a really sucky one as of late.
-I'm sorry, and I don't know how else I'm supposed to say that.

The only reason I said what I did last night about giving you space was because I thought that you were saying you wanted me to back off.

I've tried talking, I've tried listening, I've tried all I know how. So now I'm just waving a white flag asking you to listen when I say I have no idea what you want from me. Obviously I've been going about all this the wrong way. I just don't know what the right thing is here.

I'm sorry that I've been scattered and distant at times. I'm sorry that I'm apparently misunderstanding everything you say. I'm sorry that I screwed up over and over and over again. I'm sorry that I've been so self-involved.

I didn't mean to say that it was silly. I meant to say that it sucks. Because it does, for all parties involved.

Maybe I shouldn't even say that. Maybe I should just shut up already.

I'm not going anywhere unless you want me to, ok.