Enough

I’m so tired of leaving the house at two in the morning 

Cause I can’t sleep in the bed you made

I keep losing what I love without warning, 

Grief carries a jagged blade

These bones are never gonna heal 

Crumbling under all this weight

But I’m still spinning my wheels till I find my place

But I am enough

Tell myself that I am enough

Burned out coming home to nobody who’s happy just to see my face

Feeling like my own understudy, I’m living out a one-man play

Is this all it’s gonna be till I’m old and grey

Just me talking to me like I am today

But I am enough

Tell myself that I am enough

A man in a sweater told me

I should love myself

But I’m still trying to

Figure out why someone else 

Dealt me the cards they dealt

Put me back on the shelf

Does that mean 

I’m not enough

Maybe I’m not enough

Lace my worn out shoes, start running

Soon I’ll finally feel the pain

The person in the mirror I’m becoming

Pacing through my own domain

Still not sure it’s real till the storm clouds break

Trust it’s not a dream as I’m drenched in rain

I am enough

Remind myself that I am enough

I am enough

I am enough